I've been watching my stats.
Watching my comments.
Or very little anyway.
Suddenly I am the black sheep. Ouch.
And for some reason this morning it made me particularly sad.
Did I say something terribly offensive? Am I boring? What could have happened? Where are all the people that used to stop by and comment? Or even those who, when I would visit their blogs, would comment back? Where is the dialogue? The comraderie? Maybe I should just give up.
And then I decided to heck with it. I blog because I like to write, I like to put together words and pictures to convey a message, I write as a creative outlet. I like my work. My words are therapy.
Yeah, sure...I'd like to have 100 or more dedicated followers. I'd love to have blogland friends like all the other girls do. But the fact is, I don't. Probably never will. And after really thinking long and hard about it, that's ok.
This is for me. This is my happiness, my experience, my world. Obviously I want to share it with others or I wouldn't be here. For those who want to join me in my "chaos", I say "Welcome!" I truly hope you enjoy what you read and perhaps will be touched and moved in some way.